Well today I would like to fully return my gastric bypass and I don't even care if I get my money back. They can keep it. Twice today, I cried hard. What choice did I make??? I thought this was going to help me get healthy??? All it does is make me feel like death.
The fever has lasted for three days and finally they figured out I have a bladder and kidney infection. So I took a deep breath and smiled... this is an easy fix! HAHAHAHAHA... nope. For you those reading or me just thinking people will read, no pills can be taken. NOPE NONE! What does that mean... pharmacies become very confused on how to make liquid meds for adults. It took Michael over 5 hours to finally get it compounded. He did it! He is my biggest blessing from The Lord above. So antibiotics in.. fever gone! YAY!!!
As for liquids, I was able to tolerate almond milk today. That was a relief for my protein shakes to not taste like muddy water. I didn't meet my fluid goal today of 64 ounces of liquid. It is a hard thing to do... 2 oz at time or you feel like you have eaten 4 pizzas and have a tummy bug. YAY for my get healthy choice. Well tomorrow is a new day and I pray joy comes in the morning.
Hang in there...Beginnings can be so hard...I see such bravery, determination and honesty in your written words. Your tears are part of the process. Cry when you need to and get back up and take another few baby steps...March on my dear friend! Your new life journey has begun and you will be given the strength for every minute of everyday...Love to you <3
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