It's FOR REAL...

So I am almost two weeks post op and I must say I am hanging on tight to my faith and I believe God is healing me in so many ways. This week I have had to switch antibotics twice and today we moved to antibotic shots. The doctor said I was dehydrated!!! Say what??? I wanted to crumble into a pile of mush right there. I am drinking and drinking my pouch runneth over with fluids! So I had the shot ( it's a thick med and hurt like

Hell) and went home to cry. Again, I think what did I do??? I know what I did .. I made the choice to be healthy! This isn't going to happen over night and skinny isn't going to happen over night. I will endure because He will never forsake me. This journey I chose isn't the easy way out as many say.. It's the toughest way. Holding tight to my faith and my friends and family. True friends happen at this time and I have seen who cares. Thank you to those who do.